A Period of Time, 2012

NOTE TO SELF: FUCKING FINISH THIS ONE.

Lift off: 1:10

Jesus christ sounds got loud quick

1:40

A Brief.. experience, is all that I can say. I felt as if I were in a chair, being guifded. it happens even now as I typ. When my eyes are ckised, NNy aubkutr ri derjdl, sids a =jiuyrny of every sensatuon the room beyond my monito is endless, Ppeople lurk behind it.

Mild visual disturbances. Nothing else.

2:20 am. Over an hour has passed. The medication has passed. 2 will no longer provide.

2:35 Now, finally, I am tired.

The only unusual experiences were visual, and only when I closed my eyes and relaxed to allow them to be experienced. 2 pills is nearing uselessness.


Lift off: 12:30

Ow ow ow my fuckin pants are burning me

1:45

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I thought the pills were having less of an effect on me. But it looks as if though from these logs that that isn't true at all. In fact, they might be having MORE of an effect on me, in that I'm remembering less and less. The level of indecipherability and rapidness of onset of mental decay hasn't changed much. The only thing that has is how much I remember.. I used to be able to remember portions of the night, mainly from the beginning of the experience. Now, this short-term amnesia is creeping into the short-term memory that was created before I even took the pills for the night! I must even be forgetting what's going on before I've even gone to bed!

I was wrong. They're not getting weaker. I am. I've got to be careful.