Monday Morning, Feb 27th, 2012

Monday Evening/Tuesday Morning

0 minutes in- why did I even type this


30 minutes in - A calm. A calm It took me to places, expamded tje waalls or my perceprtion of them- I was in a long, vast area, and they were transporting me Ytyinh to typing skills are rapiddl decreasdingg as sauri miiri function fgoes. Logs from here are at the whims of madness.

Bless.

40 minutes in


IT's been roughly an hour since first contact. I've experienced sudden shifts into alternate world, but always, alway I know it's fake. It's like a living dream, you're THERE but the moment you firmly grasp your TRUE self the illusioh fades.

You've never been here before, earting these foods. Creatures talk to you. They want thing.. so far, just the spiders in the food, the blue face near the window drape.

Normally I am capable of almost running two screens biologibcally- eyes closed, living dream, blink open, handle real worl

but neither world is true, I am just running back and forth and putting on a good show for two kester acts.

As bad as this is, I know this is not the worst. There is a stage ahead where even I will cow and ecide to sleep instead of investigate.

Are we at that point now? in my mother psyych breaks, did this happen? No..I think this is the first time we;ve been given a break from the sensations.;'''


Assessment:
I do not feel different then normal. there is nothing new to report on my mood, stature, ,demeanor, desires. As far as I can tell, the drug has merely prepared my body for sleep and is acting as a pyschotrope.00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwqqqqqqq= = Okay, it can still paralze my body for periods of time in a frightening maater. Suggestion'; go to bed.

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