Sunday Morning, March 11, 2012

1:52 AM (2:52 AM with Daylight Savings): Liftoff

I swear to god I am not going to fucking say THIS IS NOT REAL I CAN FEEEEL IT this time. I swear to god, I am going to friggin smack myself if I do that one more time. Ugh. GET SOME NEW DAMN HALLUCINATIONS ME

3:02 (10 minutes in)

It's kicking in. Normally, I'd say "Not feeling it yet" but I know enough about the sensations by now to know I'm effected by it now. And I have a mostly empty stomach.. this is gonna hit hard.

Why don't I just go to bed?

I should just go to bed..

I really.. should..

Rthis is tghe beginning of the transformation. Sensations tied in with my moveements posiitive reinforcement, Allows me to act freely, encourahfkdeirnkirjdiwn and then makes it completly uunderabkje to bne understood It's

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3:54

The effecrs have kind of .. taing independence. I feel entirely like myself- no swinging, no mood altering, nothing m essing with my sense. But all the things are going backwards.. wrog.

4"11 This has beeen a very.. w eak.. strea,h...

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