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Thursday Morning, Feb 23rd, 2012

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Personal notes:

20 minutes in-=p
I have a tight sensation in my chest but it hasn't kicked in yet. I pknow I haven't eaten recently- just a few stale fries. Is that enough to significantly delay the onset of symptoms?

Noticing some typos- normally I type more or less 99% accurately. This means automatic motor function is becoming impaired. Or implies? Or could mean.

Normally, I'll notice a perception shift, like cresting a wave before it hits. And it hits fast. Faaast. And USUALLY, I think it's not hitting me, but a fterwards I'll realize how much it WAS at the time- the two combined are like being ignorant of when it starts and suddenly "Realizing" it when it's at full blast.

So it's possible I'm being effected right now and I just won't know it until afterwords.

I remember starting to babble.. and still thinking I was totally fine, last night.

Light sensation in head is second warning sign of the coming onslaught.

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It has me. 1 hour later, is has ame.
Mild perceptive changes- touch feels a bit different. Things feel less comfortable or automatic. Skin is rough.

30 minute sin-
Light daze to actions. Upper intellects uneffected, still capable of logic and reason. Seems to be setting root in automatic motor functions. No shakes or spasms, just a lack of total control.

Sensations are definitely effected now. Visual experience is harder to track and more.. expansive? bright? Louder, in the visual sense.

Sensations have become even more effected. Trademark slight sensitivity combined with a strange taste of something I cannot pinpoint in my mouth. Eyes harder to move. Chest tight. Taking deep breaths to release stress.

Ability to string words together compromised but not rendered unfunctional. Trouble focusing. Actions are less discplined, more likely to be acting on instinct or desire.

Floaty.

40 minutes in-
I am clearly under the effect by now. Trouble typing, sensations altered- louder visuals, less connections between them, less context. More impulsive, higher functions relaxing.

My attention is drawn to the graphical effects in the game. Not the major ones, but the minor effects; animation effects. The things I would normally be paying attention to, I am not.

The bitter taste of something has set toot in my mouth. I drink chocolate milk now and then to diminish the effect for an hour.d d

STAGE 2a

Major behavior changes. Physical motion induces sensations of hallucinating and alterations of mind nad perpective. The brain eems to be forming an ambient environment around me based on noises that it is creating; aWORLD for me to reside in as I lay

it has started shaking.I know as rational man nothing is shaking. It is nly my mind thats so. but still i feel it. A roll in the waves. The set up is alive.

Corruption of physical senses is complete. My sensations of touch are now in the full control of the drug.

Mental state rapidly detoriating. Train of thought easy to mislead. Easily distracted by the loudness s and misinteretatpoion of them.,

50 minutes in

Stage 3
Auditorial and occasional visual jalluciations. C

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